Suffice it to say I had a doozy of a day today. We met with the oncologist this morning. The official pathology report is in.
It isn’t good. I will go into details later.
I was hoping to get a nice positive post out today for Nablopomo. It ain’t happenin’ folks.
I’m tired of negative news. I’m tired of operating blind and not being able to access info I need. I’m tired of decisions being questioned.
I’m tired. I’m frustrated. I’m angry. I’m sad.
Elizabeth
Still surrounding you with love and prayers. It’s okay to be tired and angry and everything else.
Being tired, frustrated, angry and sad all sound like natural reactions to everything that’s going on to me.
Darn it. I keep hoping for good news.You’ve been in my prayers. (and I can’t forget you and yours because I keep running across your quilt fabric as I finally finish up the quilt for Denise, so I pray and quilt.)
How is boy child?
I’m glad the quilt fabric is coming in handy. I have tons more mid to small size fabrics of all patterns if you would like more. I’m cleaning out my fabric stash and trying to organize it. Ha!
Charlie is actually doing okay so far. He knows Daddy is really very very sick and not sure when he’ll be home. He doesn’t need the gory details. He is a pretty laid back kid. Some acting out – whining, emotional outbursts – but I’m trying to take it in stride.
Praying for hubby and your family!
Keeping you still in my prayers and sending healing vibes, this is a tough one so don’t get down on yourself when you need to let the frustration out.
I am sorry to hear all that you and your husband are going through. Cancer runs in my family so I am familiar with the rollercoaster ride. Sending prayers!